What is a trauma loop and how do we navigate self regard amidst the pressures of society? Another conversion disorder blog series post where I narrate the inner dialogue of anxiety, attention, and shame when I tried to hide in the bathroom attending a friends wedding. Is faking wellness really helpful or is it harmful?

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Have you ever wondered what it would be like to go back to the future? I’m no Marty McFly (as played by Michael J. Fox, in the 1985 sci-fi classic) but I feel like I have been given an opportunity to rewrite my history in a way that makes all the suffering almost sensible. I bring to you the unearthed blog articles I wrote while in the peak of mental illness. A raw description of pain, humor, reality and heartbreak as we navigate the depths of conversion disorder, C-PTSD and the gaslighting world of the mental health industry.